Just like the woman above I am in the shadows, and try to stay hidden as best as I can in life.  This was a perfect way to live, never allowing anyone to come close.

Until you....


How you make me smile from the simplest of things, how you can take away all my pain and heartache from just a simple thing as " hello"
You've always been the light in my life that can take the world and turn it into nothing but a black void, with just you and I in this life, shining as brightly as any light ever could from the love we share between us.

The fear so deep inside me, with every turn, that you will walk away again.  I 
am always so afraid to allow myself to tell you again " I love you", but I know
in my soul, no matter what I shall ever do, that love will always shine through, and you will know without my ever uttering a word.
Then there are these times that I feel so helpless. That no matter what I do you will always have to leave, going away, at times for what seems like an eternity.

I am sometimes left to feel if only I had said " How I need you so deeply, how I love you so much " that you wouldn't walk away.

With every good night, I feel as if I should have said those magical words to you, so that as you lay your sweet head down to sleep, you will know I am here and forever will love you.
It's so cold and lonely at times, that I can barely breathe without you.  I can feel you so close to me, yet you are not here.
When I don't hear or feel the same from you in return, I think we have "died", or something has gone wrong in the world.  Then you come to me as if you know what is going on inside me, and you tell me: " I Haven't deserted you".

If ever I forget to tell you " I love you",
always know, that in my soul those words are gently being whispered to you every second of your life, and forever you will be with me.