Sometimes love can be like a drug, a very powerful emotion that many people in this life try daily to understand. Why do we fall in love? Why does that love sometimes take on a life of it's very own? The emptiness we may feel without the one we love can be overpowering, and it can truly take total control of everything in your life. |
Without that person in our lives, we feel as if everything has died, we close our eyes and dream of the moments they shared with us. All the love flows through the soul like tiny embers, burning so deeply within that an ocean could not put them out. Sometimes they fear of losing that love, the only one they feel they have ever truly given all the love they have. |
The phone rings and they run, praying it will be that love. They hear a voice and swear it is "his", a smell comes across them, and they close their eyes and go weak, for it is "his" scent. You can hear a song, and it takes you back to a time when you were softly being held by "him", a time that there was so much love just there between the two of you, a time forever to remain within your very being. |
Sadly, at some point they are shaken to the very core. They open there eyes to the reality that the love they had experienced has left them . "He" is gone. I can't see him, yet I can feel him. I know he is still here, for I am still so much in love with him. He is my addiction !! No, he is the man that my soul forever will belong to. He is the man I will forever wait for. He is the man I will share a lifetime with. |
I know this all too well.... I am there. I have been here for many years now. I will be here for eternity, waiting... For the one true love of my life. |
This is what most want to believe so desperately. They can't let go. The love is too strong, maybe they are too weak. Love can take control. It's true. It can destroy you. It can ruin everything you've ever dreamed of by one simple hurt. I've seen this love. I've felt this pain, empitness and lonliness. I've felt this saddness so deeply within my life I shall never forget. Yet still I wait..... |
