hidden

As the dew begins to collect outside, I

sit here and dream of the nights

together we once shared. The love was

so strong and so very full, you couldn't

have taken it away with the most

powerful force known to man.

As the seasons come and go with so

much change, we as humans do as

well. Our hearts can change because

of things that have happened, or just

because you lose what once drew

your souls together.

There is always fear in every relationship. Always a stronger one

and a weaker one. If you are really

lucky in life, both at times can be weak

and strong, always leaning on each

other when the time is needed.

I've always been the weak one playing a

game of being strong, always wanting

to run to your arms where the safety

and love and security seemed to be.

I try to stay hidden so deep within

myself to try not to be hurt again,

or allow you to see what you have

done to hurt me.

I try to take on the world, when in fact,

I can't. My hiding in this life is my protection. It forever will be.

But I need you. I need the love you say

is there for me. I need the security your

heart gives to me. I need the honesty

your arms hold for me. I need you to

know that you are the one I forever will

run to, and I need to know you will

allow me to run to your heart.

I'm not the perfect soul in life, as we

know there is no such thing, but there

is perfect love. You have to work at it

daily, never allowing a moment to go by

that you don't give it all you have. Yet

there is a time to surrender to that love

and fall so deeply within the arms of the

holder, forever breathing love to their

soul.

I'm runnng to you now. I am begging

you to allow the truth and honesty of

the love I know you have deeply there,

to flow freely into my soul once again.

To share with me the security we once

had, to allow your heart to run to me

again.

I am standing here offering all I have to

you, praying you will do the same.

I am here before you my love. Can you

feel me? Can you see me? Will you

come to me? Will you stay this time?

Or will you once again leave and hide

what we both know is there?

Look inside, feel it, see it, and forever

trust it.

For there is where we started and there

is where we both forever will be.