All the times we talked, all the long hours we shared, the closeness, the tenderness, the sweetness we shared. The way you made me feel like a queen, the way you made me feel so loved and wanted.
I fell so in love with you even before I
ever laid eyes on you.  It  was
something I Had never experienced in my life.
My heart seemed dead to love, there was no room in my life for a man, for love, or for sharing until you walked
right in and filled that empty spot in my life.
Then came a time we were talking on
the phone and you said " I love you".  I was stunned, in shock like never before. I hung that phone up so fast, just sat there trembling.  Could this be real ? Could he feel the same things I do ?

Then we decided to meet face to face
for the first time. What that magical moment held for me then and holds for me now.  Taking my face in your hands, reaching into my soul and kissing me the very first time.  Touching me all the way into my very being with that first kiss.  What a moment in time, never to
be replaced or forgotten.
I know at that moment it was true, we were there, so in love with each other. The way you held me so tightly, yet so gently, and kissed me.
I nearly fainted, I couldn't breathe, you were taking my soul to places it had
never been before, but it seems now
that I look back, it was just a kiss.
No one has ever kissed me that way before or since.  Forever, those soft tender lips are embedded into my soul, always wanting, aching for that magical moment in time once again.

Yet here we are years later.  Here I am, Not where I expected to be, alone, and hurting from that first magical moment I met you.
It was so right, it was so perfect, yet it wasn't meant to be.  We are not
together as I saw us.  We are not
sharing the love we had between us.
Everytime I see you I am taken back to that magical moment, and my soul begins to cry.  I want desperately to feel and to experience that moment again, everyday of my life, but I know it's gone forever now.  You lost what once drew me to you, so it seems. I  lost what once was my only true love, you are gone now.  A memory in my soul to live on forever.


But that magical kiss will forever stay burning within my soul.

That was my first and last kiss of love.